When I bought my house, now fourteen years ago, my plan was to get myself a housemate almost immediately. I went out to all the popular pet stores at the time and got everything I thought I'd need for the big day. I got this nifty litter box that would eliminate the need to manually scoop, by sifting the sand through a series of mesh pans. I got all the dishes and a place mat and the whole nine yards. Then I procrastinated. I never sought out a cat for a couple of years. I don't know why, but perhaps it was fate.
I'd gone through some personal turmoil and finally in 2010, I thought, this is the right time and during a break at work, I visited the SPCA's website to look at the creatures they had onsite. The first cat I saw, was a little guy named 'Sprout'. He was adorable, so that night I set out to go to the SPCA to see Sprout.
Sprout was a cute energetic little fellow, but when we went to the isolation room to get acquainted, Sprout had no interest in me and lurked all about, ignoring me completely, as if I weren't even in the room. So I took Sprout back to his cage and tried another cat, Perry. Perry was an orange tabby and about three times the size of Sprout. In his cage, he was lively and quite a character. He reminded me of Norman, my sister's cat, who went to live with my mom after my sister's divorce. Norman was a cool cat and Perry seemed to match that personality, but once more, in the isolation room, Perry had no interest in me, opting instead to search for a means of escape. Back to the cage for him.
Next was a smoky grey cat. I can't recall it's name, but when we got into the isolation room, it remained at my side and I got to play with him and have a nice little visit. I thought this. This little guy will be my cat and I returned him to his cage, informing the folks at the desk that I'd be back the next day, a Friday, to pick up my new cat.
All day Friday, at work, I kept going back to the SPCA website to look at the cats, but it was 'Sprout' who I continued to stare at. Sprout had a unique face. A black and grey tabby with a white patch on his face that mimicked a face mask that extended from just above his nose down under his chin. Though he had completely ignored me when we were in the visitation room, I knew I could break through that tough exterior and we'd be best of friends. So immediately after work, I raced to the SPCA and told them that I was there to adopt Sprout. That's when they gave me the shattering news that he was already spoken for. He was being adopted by two college girls who were coming later that day to pick him up. I was shattered. Even now, as I write this, I'm welling up.
Seeing how devastated I appeared to them, the lady behind the desk told me, that if they didn't pick him up by 7pm that night, that she'd give me a call and I could adopt him. This news gave me hope. 'There's no way two college girls are going to pick up a kitten on a Friday night instead of going out to the bar to get drunk and stupid', I thought to myself, handing over my phone number. Sure enough, at 7:30pm, I received a telephone call informing me that the original adopters failed to show up and if I still wanted Sprout, that he was mine. I graciously said 'yes' and early the next morning, I raced across town to pick up my little guy.
We placed Sprout, now renamed "Monkey" into the newly purchased carrier and we departed. Monkey was quite vocal all the way home. Rightfully so, he was plucked from the safety of his own little apartment and was now riding in a new container that smelled rich with plastic and vinyl, destined for the unknown.
When we arrived at home, I placed the carrier in the front room and unzipped it. I never attempted to retrieve the little kitten, leaving him, instead to get acclimated to his new environment. I took the fast food that I'd purchased on our way home with me downstairs and clicked on the TV.
Throughout the next thirty minutes or so, I could hear some rustling upstairs and some little squeaky meows, but no sign of the cat. Then at one point, there he was, at the top of the stairs staring down at me. I said nothing and he'd disappear. Returning he'd come a little closer, then turn and run. He did this a number of times, growing more brave each time. Then he'd get poofy. The hair on his back rose and his tail was tremendously large for a cat so small. He'd then turn sideways, making himself appear larger than he was and he'd charge at me, then turn and run. He did this over and over for the next twenty minutes or so, before finally hopping up on the chair and giving me a few sniffs. I think he felt like I was okay and that's when the trust first began.
I've mentioned a lot about my TBI and the loss of most of my memories. I can't remember most of my childhood or the years since then. One memory that I am so relieved that I can still recall, are these first moments with Monkey. He had finally accepted me as his 'daddy' and he climbed up on my chest, as I sat back in the chair, and curled up, just under my chin and went to sleep. We both had a nap at that time, as father and son.
I wish I had more pictures available of Monkey at this age, but sadly they're all on the various cellphones that I've had over the years and aren't available (at this time) until I find the right cables to transfer them onto my computer. All I have are these three individual photos taken by my mom at her house.
The next while was a learning curve for us both, Monkey and I. He'd constantly get into mischief as young cats tend to do. I had to repeatedly scold him when he'd get behind the TV and chew on the cables. He used to climb up under my bed and get stuck in the void between the box spring and the frame of the bed, forcing me to pull the bed apart to rescue him. One night, he drove me completely insane, getting stuck in there a total of three, maybe four times. This prompted me to place everything that could fit under my bed to block his attempts to get in there, and everything has remained there ever since. He's now ten times bigger than he was when he came to live with me, but I know if given the opportunity, he'd wriggle himself up there again and call for me to rescue him.
For most of his years here, I've given him his own freedom to what he wanted. My backyard presented some problems, though. The fence was complete shit. Rotted out 2x4s caused fence boards to fall out. Gaps at the bottom lead into the neighbours yard, so allowing complete freedom meant Monkey had to don a harness then have a tether attached to him. While he had "complete freedom" outside, that freedom was reduced to a small radius around a corkscrew spike in the yard, strategically placed so Monkey could hang out under one of the bushes in the backyard. This was troublesome only in the fact that Monkey constantly got tangled up and I'd hear him wailing for help. Later on, I would attach a couple eye screws into my deck and the shed in the corner of the yard and run a "clothesline" across and attach 12 feet of line for him. Now Monkey could wander the width of the yard, just short of getting through the gap into the neighbours yard.
Finally, a couple years ago, after a decade of watching the fence continually deteriorate, the neighbour and I had a new fence installed and after so many years of dragging the leash around and getting tangled, Monkey had true freedom to roam the yard. Nowadays, at least three times a day, like a diligent security guard, Monkey will walk the grounds and piss on everything to ensure that everyone knows that this is HIS yard!
I have no regrets about anything to do with Monkey except maybe introducing him to a small stream out of the bathroom sink as, to this day, he insists that I turn on the tap so he can drink. He still has his dish, but he prefers it straight from the source. Often times, he will nearly trip me going up the stairs, racing me to the bathroom so he'll be ready for me to turn on the tap. Another bother that I regret is buying the weeble for him. It's a toy that wobbles with treats inside. Ideally, a cat is supposed to knock the toy with his foot to knock out treats. It's supposed to engage the cat and make them think, which it did for the first week or so, then Monkey got wise. At first, he'd knock the shit out of it, forcing two or three treats to come tumbling out, but then he got lazy and for the last five years, he simply cocks his head to the side and scoops the treats out with his tongue. I think this practice has caused some damage to his shoulders which will likely get arthritic in his old age. Even now, he walks with some labour, but I can't take the toy away from him. Whenever I've tried, he just whimpers and won't eat.
I remember the first time Monkey ever saw snow. He raced from the front of the house to the back, as the snow fell. He was like Chicken Little running about, yelling "The sky is falling! The sky is falling!" It was hilarious. In later years, he'd accept the snow, and hate it as much as his daddy does.
A month later would be Christmas. Normally, at the time, if I left any room, he'd accompany me, but on Christmas Eve, he remained in bed, while I snuck downstairs and into the garage, where I had this new addition to the household. I placed it in the front room and returned to bed. Christmas morning, we came downstairs and he glanced to the right, then turned left to head into the kitchen. He stopped dead in his tracks, realizing that something was different, turned and went to investigate. I raced back upstairs to grab a camera, but in the three seconds I was gone, he'd already managed to tear off the feather that hung below the apparatus and there were feather's strewn everywhere. A huge mess, but this remains one of his favourite "toys" despite the base being void of its carpet and the wood severely carved up.
Forever, it seemed like we did everything together, which includes watching wrestling. You may think it's only me watching while he sleeps beside me, which does happen, but he also enjoys watching the action unfold in the ring. His favourite wrestler is A.J. Styles and if a match begins and Monkey isn't present, he gets audibly upset with me that I didn't tell him A.J. was wrestling.
He's a smart cat. Very smart, except when he vomits. I believe he thinks it's helpful if he avoids the linoleum, opting instead to toss up on the carpet. Now the carpet looks like a faded Dalmatian. Later in his years, he's come to realize that this bothers me, so he's taken it upon himself to hide the evidence. He does this by either pulling a flyer over the spot or he'll pull a corner of a rug over the blemish or one time he removed a dish towel, normally slung through the handle of the oven and pulled it into the front room to cover his mess. I can't be upset with a cat that is that intelligent.
Monkey is a very smart cat, that I can guarantee, but he does have his quirks. He doesn't like having his picture taken. I see photos on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram where cats are all posing nicely for photos, but Monkey's reaction is like that of a primitive tribe in the jungles of Peru, who believe their soul is being stolen with every click of the camera. That's why a majority of my photographs are of Monkey while he's asleep. Although, looking at these two gems, which are among my most favourite pics, he is quite animated when asleep.
This blog is really dragging on, but I can't gush over this little fella enough. I've had some really tough goes of it in my shitty life. Years ago, when I got fired from a job, I turned to the comedy of Christopher Titus, who remains one of my favourite comedians. His life was tough too and he taught me to stick to my guns, so-to-speak,
and weather the storm. Another time, I had an accident at work that resulted in my breaking my back in three places. The accident also caused me to break four and a half teeth in my mouth, all of which require extraction and I was horrendously ashamed, but a similar thing happened to Bert Kreischer when he was just a kid and he muscled his way through it, which gave me the courage to do the same. Bert is one of my most favourite people on the planet and though he's been rude to me any time I've interacted with him on Twitter, I still love and respect the guy. Everything else shitty in my life, I know I'll be alright because I have this fuzzy little face looking up at me, with nothing but love in his eyes.
Everyday, I look at Monkey and I tell him "I love you too much." I believe this statement is accurate. He's getting up in age. He just celebrated his twelfth birthday yesterday and I realize that though he is still my baby boy, he's in the twilight stage of his life. I may not have many more birthday's to celebrate with my little boy and the thought of coming home to an empty house, truly breaks my heart. 💔 During a recent bout of anxiety and depression, I seriously considered suicide for the first time. Not today, but one day when Monkey is no longer here, I don't know how I will survive. No comedians joke will be able to pull me through that funk. But alas, there is some hope. I've been seeing online, as of late, that there are cats out there that are living well beyond what was normally considered a normal lifetime. Norman, who I mentioned earlier, lived to be eighteen years old. Another cat I saw online, lived to be twenty-three years old. Recently, I read of another cat who'd just passed away at the age of twenty-eight. Can you believe that? I'd happily clean up Monkey's vomit for another sixteen years. By that time, it'd be both our time to die naturally.
When I had announced to the world that I'd gotten a cat, I said, "I call him my son and he calls me daddy." I've never said that I owned him or really said that he's my cat. I've always referred to him as "my boy" or "my son", both of which confused a former workmate, who assumed that my boy was a human child, whom I left at home alone while I worked the nightshift. "Where's your sons mother?" he asked once, to which I replied, "I don't know. I assume she's living on a farm somewhere." I never did fess up that my boy was of the feline variety.
Monkey is a big dude. Ten or twelve times the size he was that very first day when he curled up on my chest for a nap. I love everything about this kid, especially that little pink nose. 🥰 This is us. Two peas in a pod, never to part. He will always be my number one. He will always be my best friend. He will always... Always, be my little boy.
